have been busy lately.
sch, work, sch, work.
wow, i don't even have enough time to rest well.
heng ah, today is friday.

sch havent been much happening lately either,
as for work, i juz started out on monday,
and seems like i already feel like quitting.
bahhh, some choice needa be made.

alright, just a copy and paste from a web,
enjoy reading.

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She's Not That Into You
http://www.menshealth.com.sg/sex-relationship/shes-not-that-into-you

I've finally figured it out. All these years we’ve thought that women sent mixed signals and confused the men. But here comes the real revelation. Women do send the right signals, especially when it comes to indifference. You’ll never find a girl asking for a guy’s number if she isn’t the least interested.

What’s more, when women do make their lack of interest known, the men don’t want to geddit. Because somehow, somewhere, someone told them that persistence pays, so they’re holding out like they do in the financial crisis for that elusive windfall.

Guys, the sooner you accept reality, the faster you can divert your energies elsewhere. Here’s a quick guide to the ways women show they’re not all that into you.

SHE DOESN’T REMEMBER YOUR NAME

You’ve met her many times before and on the latest occasion, she still draws a blank. Either she has a really bad memory (in which case you should then question your taste in women) or you obviously didn’t have her at “hello”. And you probably never will. Let it go. Her soulmate is Edison Chen, not you.

SHE’S CAGEY

If you ask her: “What are you up to today?” and she replies: “Why?”, it’s because she doesn’t dig you, not because she’s trying to be coy or playing hard to get (in which case she’ll give a flirty “Why? Are you hoping to hang out?”). The curt “Why?” really means: “You’re a pest. Buzz off!”

Should you be the unlucky recipient of the woeful “Why?”, you have a few options to back a hasty retreat. You could reply with a nonchalant “I’m rounding up some friends for (insert preferred activity) and thought you might like to join us” if you want to let it slide. The point is to sound like you didn’t mean for it to be a one-on-one date anyway.

SHE’S MONOSYLLABIC

If you haven’t learnt your lesson and still want to bravely venture into other modes of communication – e-mail, SMS or MSN – the signs aren’t hard to read either. When you Superpoke her on Facebook, she doesn’t reciprocate with a “fling a thong” but “fling a filing cabinet” followed by a “trout slap”.

Other clues to look out for are monosyllabic answers and an air of detachment. For the relentless, if you hear nothing back after flooding her inbox, please, please, don’t even ask: “You there?” You’ll look pathetic.

SHE PULLS OUT LAST MINUTE

Let’s say you managed to wrangle a date. But every time you shave that month-old stubble and slap on the cologne, she rings on cue and throws you an excuse – her rabbit’s sick, her dog’s constipated, her fish’s moody. Of course, I’m not dismissing the genuine possibility of any of that happening. But by the time she gets to the 300th time, you should know she’s one of those girls who just can’t say “no”.

Those of you up for a challenge can play along and see who buckles from the inanity first. But be warned, some can weave excuses involving a never-ending list of inanimate objects.

SHE FLEES FROM YOU

Her running away from you can manifest in different forms – from walking in the opposite direction when she sees you to dissipating into thin air.

Let’s say you’ve progressed into a relationship and you’re ready to commit. But every time you make your intentions known, you feel like you’re doing the tango and it’s not her preferred mating dance.

You talk about the future; she says she lives in the now. You suggest buying property together; she asks what’s wrong with having your own separate, private spaces. Time for a serious reality check.

SHE SAYS: “I DON’T LIKE YOU THAT WAY.”

Now if she can get any more blatant than this, she would. She’s taken the step to make it overtly clear, so you should nobly go: “I respect that.” No buts, no whys, no name-calling. And no matter how tempting and natural it is for you, never ever walk off with this parting shot: “We can still be friends and keep in touch. I’ll call you?”

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alright, needa go get ready for work le.
will update asap. =D
bye all. ja.

[03'Sheepy]

you turn my frown upside down.

12/11/2009

alright just before i got to bed,
a simple post cuz its like 3am right now.
and i really won't have the time to blog for the nxt few days.

found this @ daren's blog.
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Top 10 online tips to get the girl back you like sooo much

-Sing an emo song and wished she called you back
-Pray for a miracle and wished she called you back
-Do the sweetest thing to her and wished she called you back
-Write out your feelings on your blog and wished she called you back
-Watch every drama/romance-comedy show to formulate a plan for her to call you back
-Plead for her friends to help you and wished they helped you to ask her call you back
-Hang out with some of your girl friends to make her jealous and wish she call you back
-Act cool and wish she call you back
-Go around serenading your love for her to the world and wished she called you back
-Sit there and wait... and wait... and wait.... and wait... for her to call you back

Here's my advice:
Find another girl lah.
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nice la, he got it all outta me.
had a great chat with ning just now in maple.
thks her so much for lending an ear to me.
cost me 85meso for the "counseling" session ley. T_T

alright, gtg sleep.
have 2 job interviews tml.
will be having a very busy dec.
even tho ning asked me to enjoy the last part of this yr,
i guess i'll be more likely to slog my way thru.
tatas all.
ja.

[03'Sheepy]

11/28/2009

heh oh yea.
back to blogging.
alright, i'll make this a quick and short update.

sch as usual?
but seems like i'm not like myself anymore.
and rumors are starting to spread ==
please la, spare a thot for others?
i don't really care one,
but you guys might just hafta think about the other party. =)

didn't go sch on weds.
a planned "self-claim holiday".
went out with ming yuan, roger, rachael and audrey to TopOne KTV.
had much and great fun.
thks for the day guys.
had my circuit driving lesson after KTV.
was quite horrible since i'm those kinda absent minded de.
so need do quite a few times of revision lo.
bahh, just hope i pass.

had 2 HT runs ytd.
first one was rather fast.
we still got like 10mins to slack when last claw.
2nd run was dam draggy due to new members.
all in all, it was good la.
HT-ing with jy and zua.
at least more fun.

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maybe things are just not meant to be said.
now that some things just told,
who should i be listening to?
i don't know, this feeling just starts to waver much.
more than before things were told.
should i be staying oblivious about it?
wish i really could, wish i really really could.
i just don't wanna give things up just like this.
i've tried, i've worked hard,
but still, i can't seems to reach it.
what should i do?
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ok, gtg,
haf family dinner @ 5.30 later.
tml got 2 job interviews.
time to slog my way thru this xmas.
bye.
ja.

[03'Sheepy]

Labels: wavering heart.

11/27/2009

Jesse McCartney
-Just so you know-

i shouldn't love you but i want to
i just can't turn away
i shouldn't see you but i can't move
i can't look away

and i don't know how to be fine when i'm not
'cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop

just so you know
this feelings takin' control
of me and i can't help it
i wont sit around
i can't let him win now
though you should know
i've tried my best to let go of you
but i don't want to
i just gotta say it all before i go
just so you know

it's gettin' hard to
be around you
there's so much i can't say
and do you want me to hide the feelings
and look the other way

and i don't know how to be fine when i'm not
cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop

just so you know
this feelings takin' control
of me and i can't help it
i wont sit around
i can't let him win now
though you should know
i've tried my best to let go of you
but i don't want to
i just gotta say it all before i go
just so you know

this emptiness is killin' me
i wonder why i've waited so long
lookin back i realize it was always there to be spoken
now i'm waitin here
been waitin here

just so you know
this feelings takin' control
of me and i can't help it
i wont sit around
i can't let him win now
though you should know
i've tried my best to let go of you
but i don't want to
i just gotta say it all before you go
just so you know
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this song just somehow kept ringing in my head.
i miss you.

[03'Sheepy]

11/22/2009

phew, finally a break.
was pretty busy last few days.
people who was beside me would definitely know,
what a horrible week man.

alright, so my last post said i wun be in class isn't it?
yeap, thats right, i was in the sch library trying to catch ideas
on how to do my PP poster.
had quite a frustrating time because i really don't know how to start on it.
and the ambient was really bad. =/
hais, dam not productive.

anw, that evening when arcade with JY to chill.
went atrium to play technika.
and did i mention i met KORI MUMMY?
yea, I MET HER! <3 missed mummy so much.
she was pretty shocked to see me too.
even tho i was chilling out that night,
mind my was filled with HOW TO DO THE BLOODY PP???

can't skip sch on weds cuz there is UT,
bo bian i LL go sch.
immunology that day was pretty dry,
so that Eric Chua decided to play some games to recap us.
and really, for the first time in 7 weeks,
TEAM CHAPALANG FINALLY WIN!
not forgetting the <3 sign that we wrote to Eric Chua.
"WE <3 ERIC CHUA" << and my team got correct answer.
swee la.
UT for chem was a horror, lets not talk abt it.

Thurs, and yea, a really really freaking busy day.
woke up at 7,
prepared to go sch collect things from JY.
left home at 7.45,
reached school at 8.40.
met up with JY at around 9 at his block and floor.
rushed to woodlands interchange to catch bus.
board it at ard 9.15 towards hougang.
reached hougang at around 10.10?
changed bus towards eunos area.
reached driving center at 10.35 liddat.
was feeling a bit hungry ~.~
ate my breakfast fast enugh in 10mins.
including a drink.
met up with driving instructor at 10.55.
started driving lesson from 11 till 12.30.
after driving rushed down to dhoby,
told rachael to meet up and go print poster at 1.30.
reach dhoby at 1.10,
and i tried to catch my breath a while and i saw rachael.
she is EARLY!!
so we decided to walk to sunshine plaza,
who knows, it rained ~.~
called chloe to see if she wanna go with us.
(she still shopping happily sia)
so we slacked in arcade till rain stopped.
went sunshine at ard 3+
got our poster printed while chloe still chionging hers.
hafta meet with ahma at 5.30 so i left first.
met up with ahma and ahgong for a bit of catch up and dinner.
then chloe they all oso done le.
actually wanna join for dinner,
end up all shy, so individual dinners.
i hafta like split myself up?
hmmmm... ... ..
feel kinda bad, there are two different groups.
and i hafta be like so busy,
and cnnt entertain both side. =/
well anw, was kinda happy at least i printed my poster.
what a day man.
(quote of the day : what happens when rachael meets rachael?)

friday, got UT again, bo bian, hafta go.
it was chem lesson.
lab lesson yet i forget about my attire.
bo bian, cnnt go lab lor.
even tho i haf my lab coats.
screwed.
UT on genetics was screwed somehow.
predicting my UT1 grades to be B+, B, C, D.
go figure which should be which urself.
was feeling very very shag once i reached home,
didn't have my dinner and i slpt at around 7+.

saturday, rachael and i would be saying this is BIG DAY!
well, i'm pretty sure shahman would say same thing.
PP poster presentation day.
went sch at 8+ and saw rachael already in class.
scary lo. -.-
started our presentations at 9.
hmmmm, was rather nervous.
but well, it all ended, nothing else is for regrets.
after PP presentation,
had breakfast with shahman and rachael,
saw jojo at civic plaza,
went ION with rachael to find her fren for a while since we're both bored.
actually shahman was suppose to tag along,
den he cnnt make it,
so end up rachael n me go nia.
juz imagine two of us walking with our posters in hand in ION.
dam funny la =.=
went atrium after that to find JY, josh and rosa ppl for a while.
went home after that at ard 3+ for family dinner.
family dinner was the usual.
bahhhh.

today, woke up like 5+?
washed up a bit and sat at sofa and dozed off till caii's dad called.
rushed down to find his dad and drove me to office.
packed everything and off to working venue.
screw u caii,
i thot u were going,
and GUESS WHO WAS THERE???? _|_
i nid not say much, you should know who i meant.
screwed lo.
the usual things at work.
nothing much other than i'm dam shagged.

ok, so much for updates.
HAPPY READING THIS LONG UPDATE!!
ok lar, i know, nxt time i try make shorter post for easier reading.
bb all.
ja.

[03'Sheepy]

11/22/2009