HAH!
i just read on the maple web that
HT got some bug again.
feels rather "GOOD" now.
i didn't register for the HT,
and the HT got bug. =)
isn't that just awesome?

-continued-

bored, woke up at 5.20 today,
watched some vids on youtube,
and yea, now gonna go do some hse chores,
later going for some prayers dinner thingy.
alright all, bye.
ja.

[03'Sheepy]

11/12/2009

haven't been having proper sleep lately.
and this weeks seems to be like a busy week so far.
hais. tiring seriously.
but then again, isn't all this kinda good?
at least i don't find myself wasting my time.

MCB on monday will always be good i guess.
start of the week with a good faci,
with a good module,
and it all allows you to look forward.

Tues and weds (today) is rather dry again.
no choice, its genetics and immunology,
all the big words are stacking as the problems goes by.
gonna need a science dictionary soon =.=
anw, at least it all went well with me understanding the problem la.

sister told me she posted the story i posted previously on her blog as well.
cool? hmmm.
so far there is only 1 person knows the story episode,
and well, that person can even fill in the fillers.
and there will only be 1 person who will know all these.

my back prob is back again.
guess its my sitting position eh.
ytd after sch i had a really really bad back,
today was still alright, i just try not to move my back too much.
hais, its not that i wanna think too much,
but that dream... ... ... ... it will reappear soon, will it? =/

apart from all these bad stuffs,
UT today was rather easy to do.
thks LWS for being my faci,
making us understanding impt concepts easily.
everyone in the class oso easy the UT was easy.

oh, and i've been somewhat "not myself" recently too.
said by 1stly, Rachael,
then, Nuer,
and then, Roger. =.="
by right, i don't go into k-pop much isn't it?
and, i don't really like celebs,
don't go crazy in sch too.
BUT! LISTEN TO MY BLOG SONG!!
isn't it k-pop?????
ESPECIALLY KARA!!! OMG!
and NICOLE FROM KARA.
those added me on FB will know =.=
like a sudden thing that i'm in fan of them.
jus a recent thing bah,
sorry guys if i ever caused disruptions.
the k-virus just started invading me,
i'll stop it with my antibodies, no worries.

alright, i go get my rest le,
lucky tml no driving and HT,
maple really will get people nuts bah.
some people are just oblivious to how others might feel about their actions.
if its just 1 to 1 person thing, might just be a misunderstanding,
if many others is in the same boat and against one,
i'll beg to differ on the above statement.
bahhh, looking forward to saturday also.
guess i'll be going out with the usual people?
duno what to call them, and if wanna name them,
will needa name quite a few, so i just say "usual people".
yea, go watch 2012 i guess.
ok, bye peeps,
ja.

[03'Sheepy]

11/11/2009

hey peeps,
nothing much, juz here to share a short story,
a story about a hare.

-----
once, there was a hare.
he have one of the best leg muscles around.
he is always training hard, and always aim to be the best runner.
yet, he never really got into any race before.
everyone praised him for working hard,
everyone thought that he could run well.
the hare himself thought so too after being praised for long.
even though he didn't get into races before.
no one challenged him, neither did he challenged anyone.
was he just afraid, or was he too proud to care?

then one day, he thought,
"since I've got such great muscles that everyone is talking about,
why not I give it a try and challenge someone?"
so he decided to challenge his neighbor.

The race got many's attention.
everyone was talking about it,
everyone was commenting about it.
How long would the race last?
no one had an answer at that time.

Then, the race started,
the hare was full of himself, he let his neighbor ran first.
the neighbor ran, as hard as she could,
and soon enough, the hare caught up.
the hare was filled with energy, wanted to see how long his neighbor could last.
so he ran with her.
they ran very very far, very very long,
long enough, till it's been 2 years.
they met with ups and downs in these 2 years,
yet they still carried on.
their paces started to get a bit draggy and slow,
the hare thought to himself that even though he'll be slow,
but he must catch up with the neighbor's pace.
just when he thought that the neighbor would be understanding and run with him,
the neighbor sprinted off like a horse's tail caught fire.
then, the hare never ever seen his neighbor again.
all that's left behind, was dirt and ashes she left behind.

the race gave the hare a really big set back.
so whats with one of the best muscles around?
or issit that everyone was just trying to make the hare happy?
the setback was really really great,
the hare had a hard time recovering from that trauma.
totally traumatized, the hare was left with nothing.
lost confidence, lost of hope.
he looks just like an empty shell then.

few months went passed,
the hare was just ready to get his hope and confidence back.
then he saw one of his friends doing a routine jog.
she runs every evening despite terrible weather at times.
he decided to get on with the pace and join in the jog with his friend.
day by day passed, the both friend became close while jogging together.

one day, while they were jogging, the hare saw a beautiful flower,
so beautiful, that the hare stopped and took sniff at the flower,
the flower was so attractive, the flower had such a sweet smell.
the hare decide to pick the flower and grow them himself.
he didn't realise his mistake,
since then, the hare stopped jogging,
focused on growing the flower more beautifully.
what a big mistake he've done.
he've toally forgotten about his friend!!
the hare haven't realised anything,
nothing at all,
that the friend have already changed her route of running,
and have decided to run further and longer.

everything was late when the hare realised his friend was no longer around.
he threw away the flower even though the flower was blooming.
he ran all day and night at the same route that the friend used to run,
he never met her.
never ever did he.
no matter how hardworking he was,
the friend have already changed route,
nothing can be done.
he is totally clueless about her appearance.

it was all too late,
even though till now that the hare is still running at the same track all day,
the friend no longer wanted to run with him.
it was all way too late.
all that's left with the hare was another pile of dirt and tracks that the friend remained.
no matter how good his muscles are now,
they no longer matter.
he doesn't have someone to pace with.
he can never run happily.

lost of confidence, yet the hare refused to give up.
with that shattered confidence, he picked them up one by one,
carried on the same track all day, picturing her shadows,
running with all his might,
yet he could never chase up, it was always such a big gap.
he could never forgive himself, even though it makes no difference.
all he could do was to clear all distractions,
slapping himself all the time whenever he feels distracted while running.
focusing on the shadow of the friend, catching up with the pace,
and hoping one day she would decide to return to the same track.

... ... ... he ran on... ... and on... ...
with shattered confidence,
chasing after one shadow,
covered in piles of dirt,
clearing away all distractions,
even if someone decided to challenge him,
he would refuse to, totally not interested.
his aim was to catch up with the lost friend.
no one could pull him away from his focus this time,
and no one knows what happened later on... ... ... ... ... ...

-The End-

[03'Sheepy]

11/09/2009

here to blog again.
just felt like blogging thats all.
cuz my psp no batt, now charging, hahas.
playing patapon2 cuz audrey made me wanted to play.
she keep asking me help her play.
end up i ask her xfer to my psp oso.
lols.

ok, monday!
issit a good or bad monday?
morning had MCB.
was really bored out and feeling dam shag.
and then need to change team some more.
sian lo. i am really not in the mood to study.
so i was in the -half dead and half attention- mode.
when LWS asked questions, i just shoot nia =.=
felt a bit "fierce" that morning.
PPT wasn't so bad afterall,
i was way too lazy to copy and paste words from the web source,
zitao just paste 3 video links and present them. ~.~
see how lazy i am?
and i just said "yea, from this video, we can conclude that... ... ..."
thats all lor.
oh yar, bought a new bag and i really like it.
bought with junyang some more. diff colour nia.
hahas, dam ghey.
will post a pic if i get the chance to take a proper photo of me and my bag.
lols.
alright, monday evening went dinner with JY, AREA, caii, laoshu, and edmund i think.
i duno who is that laoshu and edmund,
but well, since area they all call de, so well, go lo.
all bootes players anw.
and something happened,
i don't know issit fate or luck,
i think i saw HER.
or issit HER or not?
i had to double confirm with caii,
i wanted to sms, wanted to make a move,
something pulled me back,
then... ... ... my handphone battery flat =.=
fate? luck? argh. hais.
but but but but but,
caii said "at least u get to see her, AREN'T YOU HAPPY ENUGH?"
i must admit, SHE really made my day. =)
thanks.

ytd was GENETICS!
FOOK! DAM HARD LA!
walao, hard to grasp the ideas of the lesson.
some more dam dry de module.
+ + need do probabilities de.
walao, my maths nearly fail de ley T___T
-emo-
ytd was really a tiring day.

today was immunology.
was rather boring la.
and that eric chua still chut simi stunt la,
do this do that =.=
TODAY DE PROBLEM NO WORKSHEET!!
like need dig from where???????? =.=
so we started playing games in class.
AND THEN MY COM CRASH! AGAIN!
sian, brought to IT helpdesk,
and they told me is over heat nia.
let it cool can le. =/
sian, i at home play game oso buay over heat.
zzz.

boring days.
bahh.
other than bored,
there is something else i wun say
unless i find the need to.
=/ let fate decide then,
lifes like that.

alright,
gtg, tired,
tml still got driving lessons and HT.
bye.
ja.

[03'Sheepy]

11/04/2009

ok, after some time of confusions and struggles,
i've decided,
I MUST DO THIS!

i don't care whatever you think,
i don't care whatever you want,
you know who you are.
but i must say,
LIKE and LOVE is different,
don't mix them.
what i can figure out currently would be that
you have good AFFECTIONS for me.
and it isn't much like LOVE!
don't mix them up, thank you.

if i just sense things goes on like this,
firstly, i'll be ignoring you that is.
secondly, you'll never even get to see me.
thirdly, an advance point to the 2nd one,
I'LL NOT EVEN WORK FOR AHCAII!
no matter how brudder i am,
but sorry bro, this time a man gotta do what a man gotta do. =X

after much consultations with others,
I MUST CONCLUDE.
-WE BE FRIENDS ONLY.
-YOU'RE NOT MY TYPE. (i don't care you gonna cry or wad, go ahead -.-)
-I'M LEAST CONCERNED ABOUT YOU.
-I RATHER DATE MY BANANA NUER!
-IGNORING AND AVOIDING ISN'T THE RIGHT THING TO DO!
-I ALREADY GOT A GIRL THAT I REALLY REALLY LIKE!
-EVEN IF I'M REJECTED, I RATHER BE SINGLE!

should i apologise?
aiya, feel whatever you like, seriously.
I WILL BE THIS MEAN IF THINGS DOESN'T GOES WELL!
from now on, YOU WUN BE SEEING ME ANYMORE!
that's it!
-screw off-

[03'Sheepy]

11/01/2009